Watched revenge and apt 23 this morning. Slightly disappointed.
Two small muffins = 270 calories
Ritz cracker with cheese = 200 calories
4 Hershey’s chocolate eggs = 114 calories
Slice of white bread with peanut butter and jelly
Hahaha beauty and beast really does exist. Example=lee hyori and her bf. I showed it to Amy and she said eeeeewwww. Now it’s gonna be her hahaha.
TOP and his mint colored hair = ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
So I did study but not as much as I would have liked. Ended up eating breakfast after studying and watching once upon a time while I ate breakfast. Afterwards I did the dishes and just sat there watching tv until the kids came home from school.
I am so hooked on mblaq shake, ftisland shake and super junior shake. Downloaded it a couple of days ago and can’t seem to stop playing it. Spent abt 10 dollars on it so I’m gonna play it to my hearts content. :D
So update on my last post from a while ago. I no longer talk to him and I’ve since deleted all of his txt but still have him on Fb. I consider him a friend and nothing more. I’m glad we met and everything, well I mean I’m thankful for meeting people whom I’ve never think about talking to. During that summer I’ve met ppl who want to become nurses and obgyns and someone who is already a LVN. So yes I’m thankful to have met them.
In other news, I am still going to school even though I’m struggling. Financial wise and school wise. Hard to try to study when you have work the next morning at 2 am. But I’ve talked to some people and hopefully that’s behind me now.
Schools going along swimmingly. Major test on wednesday and I’ve been studying but I’m taking a break so I don’t overload and just forget everything.
On almost every social network except this one i have ppl whom i know reading everything. It’s annoying to have someone you know reading everything you post up. And it’s even worse when you want to post up crap abt them and you can’t because you know for a fact that they’re gonna read it and say something to you. Rephrase: not crap abt them but just things they do that annoys you and you don’t want to tell them but instead you want to rant about it somewhere or to someone. Will provide tell all next time I post which is probably later today but for now I must get back to studying. Ajajaja fighting 😃
so my summer has officially started yet i feel like shit due to the fact that im hung up on some guy who is talking to someone atm
ive been seeing him for the past 2 and a half months and ive grown attached to him so hopefully i dont go freaken crazy this year
for some reason i cannot get him out of my head and every time i think about him or the fact that hes talking to someone it makes me wanna cry…i mean i found out like 2 week after we started talking that he was talking to someone yet i ignored it and now im sitting here feeling all shitty and he has no clue how i feel about him and we’ll never see each other again. so im debating on whether i should delete all of his txt hes ever sent to me. i already tried to delete some of his emails and pictures but i ended up taking his pics out the trash…
my life cant possibly get any worse than this but noooo, i have some unwanted guest who are coming here to visit so i have to clean the house because theyre the type of ppl who are hella anal about cleanliness…it makes me wanna yell at someone at the top of my lungs because of all of the shit i have to deal with within one fucken week…i just wanna blow my freaken brains out right now or i wanna go jump off a freaken bridge cuz idk how im going to get through this…
today went alright…came home from work and then took a nap and now im trying to understand the rest of my notes but i cant seem to grasp it, so i have to blog abt someone to get him out of my head before i can go back to studying
im very unsure of my feelings for him as of now, i mean i like him but then i dont like him…i want to talk to him but then i dont because im not sure if he has a girlfriend or not, but i believe he does which pushes me away from him but then he just draws me towards him…when he wears different clothes that he usually doesnt wear it’s like wow you look really good in that color…and i love the way that he isnt shy so he tends to speak his mind and have random outburst which everyone laughs at…but yes blogging about this clears my mind since i have no one i can talk to at the moment
natural selection-different, genetic diversity in a population is important. environment change is important
low levels of antibiotics in animal feed makes the animal gain weight faster…if we decrease the amount of antibiotics in the animal feed then we can reduce our chances of antibiotic resistance
funny how i was thinking of coming on here to blog abt crap but then i log on and i forget about what im going to write…o now i remember, life is a load of crap and im wishing i had already finished school so people can appreciate me more…it seems like people dont really care about me now but when it comes down to it and people are in trouble im the only one they can depend on
im thinking of moving out in about 3 years…i cant stand this crap anymore, i mean i would leave now but i have no where to go, so i might as well finish school first, get a job, save up some money and then move out…yet again ive lost my train of thought cuz freaken sister came into the room, in this house i have no damn privacy and when i leave to go some where i always get interrogated first before i can leave and my parents have major trust issues, i mean im hella old yet they still dont trust that when i say im going to a study group i go to study they assume that i go mess around with someone who doesnt exist…i already told them multiple times that i have to pass this freaken class that im taking or im going to have to wait one whole year before i can attempt to take the classes again, they still dont understand no matter how much i tell them…
all i can do now is do what i think is best for me and not care about what other people say or do…im going to turn the other way when people start talking to me thats how fed up i am with everyone around me
well im supposed to be studying since this morning but i just cant focus on anything at all…im going to try and study once again before the end of the night, i have to finish listening to at least 3 recordings before the end of the night then tomorrow is going to be crazy because i work and because my parents arent home so imma have to take care of the house…
omg i can’t believe i cant stop thinking about him…it’s strange i know to be thinking of someone who already has a girlfriend but i just don’t know what i’m thinking now a days…i think i’m going crazy but yeah it’s whatever right now…i guess i just need some time away from him to think straight first then ill decide…